I wanted to сonvince myself that things
Were not what they seem
That we had a chance that someday it would work better
But I always had a feeling like I lived behind the scenes
And I don’t think there is anything that could keep us together

I wish i was blind
I wish i was blind not to see it
I wish i was dumb
I’m fed up of calling your name
I wish i was deaf
I wish i was deaf not to hear the sound of despair
But i’m just a girl who wasn’t there

I tried to drink and dance it away but it just got worse
I even thought to shave my head completely to drive you crazy
You should know that only feelings never can be put on reverse
And my memories of us were always kind of hazy

I wish i was blind
I wish i was blind not to see it
I wish i was dumb
I’m fed up of calling your name
I wish i was deaf
I wish i was deaf not to hear the sound of despair
But i’m just a girl who wasn’t there